The world is a dangerous place, not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don’t do anything about it. (by CeciliaMajzoub)
When someone you love abandons you, it doesn’t hurt just because they’ve changed, or lied, or went back on their promises… but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person they can be. And when they take that away from you and won’t allow you to see that beautiful person again, nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first.
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Im not working hard enough
m o t i v a t i o n
When I was young.. I often ask myself why do I need to study? The answer is always..i just have to.
Now that i’m 19.. I’m studying so that I won’t let my family down and to get myself recognized in the society. No Dunman High, no VJC but I still got my ass landed in NBS. KCJ U MUST TREASURE THIS OPPORTUNITY PRESENTED TO YOU! IT’S TIME TO WAKE UP AND STOP FEELINNG TIRED OR SAYING U’RE TIRED! WAKEUP!
all im cravin for is mum’s century egg porridge..
n now i know how much u actually bother when im sick..
harsh
I was supposed to be high tonight.. like a tangent curve tending towards positive infiinity..then it reached it’s maximum point n started dwindling down.
what kinda of freaking life is this man!
Why must every thing be so harsh? It’s okay to make mistakes once or twice.. u admit your mistakes and learn from it. But what if u end up making the same mistakes again and again? You didnt learn. Being humble to learn from it and ur pride.. because u made so much mistakes it hurts your pride… you feel so tired of swallowing that damn pride all these while..yes seriously i hate being reprimanded.. i hate making mistakes.. i hate saying sorry and hate feeling all that guilt within me because i take that more seriously than I thought I actually do.
“Take action”
“take action “
“take action…”
sometimes.. i just feel so small.. that i can’t even find myself… i put up my arrogance n pride but it always gets washed away..so where am i in this world? i don’t even feel like existing esp when i keep doing wrong things thats gna hurt those ard me..
Just because you’re that strong doesnt mean everyone else can handle the same load as you even if u’re doing it for their own good…
Do Not Worry
Therefore, I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don’t sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren’t you of much more value than they?
“Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don’t toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not dressed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won’t he much more clothe you, you of little faith?
“Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don’t be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day’s own evil is sufficient.
” stay firm”
Wakeboarding was liberating..just us against the wind and the wake. The wind would just blow everything away and nothing else seem to matter. I wanna live by the seaside and the waves would wash all my troubles away. :)
My dream: a beach cafe
And Ray was right.. the choppy waves may play a part in causing u to fall but it’s how strong u stand and the way u hold the handle that helps u overcome the choppy waves. It’s not even how hard you hold the handle or how hard u try.. it’s not about trying hard but it’s whether you’re doing it correctly or not. You let so many thoughts enter your head, you’re afraid of the wake, afraid u would lose your balance and whatever you thought is right is actually wrong because you forgot about staying strong, keeping your posture upright despite the circumstances and thus -> you fall.
“I don’t ask u to try it.. i ask you to do it and feel it and you will know it”
” It’s like when you walk towards a staircase.. you don’t squat and hide behind it.. you firm up and climb up”
” People ask me why am i so happy.. and i tell them i have no troubles… of course im happy”
haha. thats a brief intro to my wakeboarding coach. humorous guy.. full of simple yet deep analogies.. thankyou. :)
anw i guess i have no affinity with admin and had enough of people cheating my feelings so yeah i’ve decided to take up F&B once again. Hopefully all goes well :)
languid
Once again, im sinking into a state of boredom.
When are those agencies gonna get back to me?
When would I finally be employed?
Should I continue my job at Ma Maison? I think i would rather take starbucks.. at least i learn how to make drinks. The people at Ma Maison are rather nice but you don’t get to learn to make stuff. ok i just smsed the person so byebye Ma Maison.& I really don’t like shouting Irashaimase :/
sianz.. im feeling so unsettled again.. without a job.. without a plan if i don’t even do well enough to get into physio.. & i’m not exactly sure if thats the path i wanna head to..
Somehow i can feel my endurance/ perseverance level thinning..
training for marathon
playing fairytale
training abs
tiredzz
