It has appeared that these scarce days has been thoroughly wasted by me. Stuck at home and not doing anything meaningful at all. I must make sure I don’t waste them again. tomorrow: workout and buy butter to bake cookies!
Don’t understand why i am feeling so restlesss.
Very bad mood. All these deadlines, projects, quizzes and all are making me extremely irritated now. So much so one small thing can really make me blow. Im just not a patient person to begin with and sometimes I think I should isolate myself. Things are getting done too slowly. BAM!
this time let it be over for good
It’s time to to move on in life. :) To a new chapter.
When someone you love abandons you, it doesn’t hurt just because they’ve...– (via eletheowl)
Im not working hard enough
m o t i v a t i o n When I was young.. I often ask myself why do I need to study? The answer is always..i just have to. Now that i’m 19.. I’m studying so that I won’t let my family down and to get myself recognized in the society. No Dunman High, no VJC but I still got my ass landed in NBS. KCJ U MUST TREASURE THIS OPPORTUNITY PRESENTED TO YOU! IT’S TIME TO WAKE UP AND...
all im cravin for is mum’s century egg porridge.. n now i know how much u actually bother when im sick..
I was supposed to be high tonight.. like a tangent curve tending towards positive infiinity..then it reached it’s maximum point n started dwindling down. what kinda of freaking life is this man! Why must every thing be so harsh? It’s okay to make mistakes once or twice.. u admit your mistakes and learn from it. But what if u end up making the same mistakes again and again? You didnt...
" stay firm"
Wakeboarding was liberating..just us against the wind and the wake. The wind would just blow everything away and nothing else seem to matter. I wanna live by the seaside and the waves would wash all my troubles away. :) My dream: a beach cafe And Ray was right.. the choppy waves may play a part in causing u to fall but it’s how strong u stand and the way u hold the handle that helps u...
Once again, im sinking into a state of boredom. When are those agencies gonna get back to me? When would I finally be employed? Should I continue my job at Ma Maison? I think i would rather take starbucks.. at least i learn how to make drinks. The people at Ma Maison are rather nice but you don’t get to learn to make stuff. ok i just smsed the person so byebye Ma Maison.& I really...
i am envious n seldom contented. THERE WILL BE A HIGH PRICE TO PAY.. UNHAPPINESS AND EXTREME SADNESS COMES WITH IT.
when the equation is simply just you and me, it was like a block of uno stacko ready to crumble anytime…. yes we were that unstable with all our insecurities, lack of trust, commitment and overwhelming load of expectations.. But I guess really soon, we’re adding our families and religion into this equation..would it still workout? will I be able to accept Christ? Im really feeling...
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the...– Paul Coelho (via runawaytrain)
I WANT TO GO TO FRANCEEE
in the midst of thinking: "It's not you it's me" →
idareyoutoclickthis: A cliche excuse to break up with someone because you can’t really tell the right reason or you don’t even have one. Why can’t you just say, “I don’t need you anymore because I’m banging someone else” or “I cheated on you but I can’t tell you cause then I’d have a bad reputation” or “it’s okay…
misswallflower: Let’s pack our bags and lie on...
if i had the money.. i would buy the whole island shop. It’s time to...
A whiny post
I’ve decided to re-open my blog again. applebutterfly and starshell ‘s been flooded with just too much sorrow & despondency. But it doesn’t mean this blog wouldn’t end up in that sorry state. It’s not like i could control whether I can be happy or sad each day… So if you got bored reading all my incessant rants, just click the cross above. A word of...